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[Feb. 12th, 2006|10:07 pm] |
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It all began just over a month ago
At my party but who was I to know
I got a little drunk and late at night
I ended up in bed with a chick I liked
We didn’t go very far but still I regret
Every time I see her now I just can’t forget
The things she said behind my back
About that night, just made me crack
I couldn’t stand the things they said
Yet I can’t get it out of my head
The end was near that’s what I hoped
But I was wrong, they had me roped
The more I strained the tighter it got
A new string of lies from that same lot
I was already weakened from there last attack
And now they seemed to be fighting in packs
They considered me strange and called me a freak
Thank god that now they had reached there peak
They called me a stalker and left me alone
Now I sit here on my own
My heart and my mind are both still scarred
And mending them both will be very hard
Another attack I don’t think I could survive
But until then I shall remain alive |
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[Dec. 29th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
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if any1 comments on this i beleive it gonna b a bad 1 but i feel da need 2 do it. ima still andrews 'novel idea' n say 2 ya 2 write anythin bout me in comments or anythin u wanna say 2 me good or bad. ohh n just so ya'll know all entries will b public n wont b deleted, so ya can write bad 1's n other ppl still get 2 c them. well have fun wif this, l8er |
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|11:36 pm] |
*~What Is Your TRUE Element~*
Element: Cursed Positive or Negative: Negative
Element You Get Along With: Shadow Element
You Do Not Get Along With: Earth
You are cursed. Seriously cursed. Everything goes always goes wrong to you or someone close to you no matter what. Something you did is out to get you which causes you to always worry about be unsure about things. You oftent think death could be an escape, but feel that others on the physical plane might be hurt worse if you go. Love to you seems happy, but deep down you feel if you get close to someone, you will hurt them. You have friends, but try to only see them during school/work because you think if they hang out with you for too long, something bad will happen. Your difficultly is finding out this curse and to become less paranoid. Usually, if you are optimistic, nothing will happen, but if you always run away from this, you'll be alone forever.
What Colour are you?
You are the colour black. You are extremely versatile, but also very sensitive. You are often critisized and that has turned you into something you don't want to be. You're always searching for something more, but you've learned to change and you're very good at adapting to new situations. You remain surprisingly calm in dire situations and you have good character judgement. Try to smile every now and then, perhaps you'd be very good at it.
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[Dec. 4th, 2005|11:32 am] |
The Offspring
Self Esteem
I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over, I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay, man, cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
that's ok cause I got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care...
Right? Yeah!
Now I'll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
She's drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But it's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care...
Right? Yeah! |
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[Oct. 21st, 2005|08:07 pm] |
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ok so yes, ima update cause i aint done dat in awhile n i thought i should update (meaning i dont really wanna but chloe keeps tellin me to *glares at chloe*). ok so where 2 start, i really wanna hurt cody, he is damn well annoying. i mean 4 god sakes he says dat every1 shouldnt insult each other, then turns to me n calls me n idiot. i just feel like hittin da preachy prick, he's been brain washed by thems youth ppl n now is all different n more an asshole than b4 (which is kinda hard considering how much he used 2 piss me off b4)n my god, i have neva seen sum1 who gets so amped from da tiniest thing, all ya have 2 do is poke him n he tries 2 get in a biff wif ya, well anyways ima stop bitchin bout him cause if i keep goin ima b on here 4 hours. i am da subject of ridicule in maths, like every note i c between sam n joel is insultin me n 2day sam was drawin on my neck wif a damn pen thingy n every1 was havin a good old laugh bout it, ya'll wonder y i just lie there n try n sleep, its cause im tired of ya'lls shit n yeh, just sick of bein continually insulted n laughed at by both her n joel. hey guess wat, i been told i been more depressed of l8, no1 seems 2 ask y, they just say i'm more depressed. its as if there tryin 2 b da 1st 2 point it out but dont really care, isnt dat funny i find it hilarious, yes i do indeed. lookin 4ward 2 sams party every1 sayin thems gonna hook up, doubt i will though, no1 would wanna hook up wif me, so im thinkin i just take same alco n drink while watchin every1 else hook up, should b fun aye. well anyways im out, l8er |
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[Oct. 12th, 2005|08:18 pm] |
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i hate myself, i always used 2 say i hate life, but no. da only thing i hate bout life is me, i ruin all my friendships with all da stupid shit i say n yeh, im an idiot. y cant i just talk 2 ppl normally, specifically chicks, i seem 2 have a social problem where i cant just talk 2 them. i just have 2 say other shit n keep persisting bout stuff, i mean i know dat da only thing it will achieve is gettin them 2 dislike me yet i still do it, im like da monkey dat gets zapped every time it reaches for da pellet (yeh go "everybody loves raymond") well yes, this is da end of my update. i'm an idiot. l8er |
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[Sep. 29th, 2005|07:23 pm] |
well yes, aprils complainin dat i neva update n is tellin me 2 write sumthin. i told her theres nuffin good 4 me 2 say, but i guess she dont beleive me so ima prove 2 her write now n here goes:
1.school - well yeh, im gonna fail dat 1 got my chem results bak 2day n afta tryin me hardest got a damn C dats all i can get. n da bio assignment well sam is doin nuffin n bcause of dat beau is gonna kill me (he doesnt exactly know sams workin wif us n thinks im doin dat experiment instead, even though i already have an experiment 2 do (he expects 2 do 1 n leave me 2 do da other 2)) cant b bothered explainin every class n i thinks u got da idea anyways so we go on to number 2.
2.love life - wow this 1 will b a cheerful chapter wont it. i shall just begin by sayin WAT LOVE LIFE? every girl i eva liked yep u guessed it, didnt really like me (by dat i mean they completly despised da concept of eva goin out wif me) so anyways, movin on from my countless rejections 2 da present (as in now) so yes most chicks still dislike me which kinda sux n doesnt really help my chances wif any of them, i've noticed every guy around me is liked by atleast 1-3 different chicks n im stuck here just n outcast by myself. well dats enough talkin bout sumthin i dont have n since im gettin tired of writin i might finish it there, wif da 2 main things on my mind at da mo. l8er all |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|10:50 pm] |
april told me to put this on here cause she thinks its good, i dunno, tell me wat ya'll think. n if i dont get many a comment then ima cry
Life is like a test each question is a problem that you face and the answer to the question is the solution to the problem. And if you answer a question wrong it will bring your whole test down with it and only by finishing the test or throwing down our pencil n giving up may we move on to another one |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|04:55 pm] |
g'day ppls. tis been a long while since i've updated this old thingy n still amazingly i have nuffin 2 talk bouts, but ima try n say sumthin anyways, so here goes. my job is very much so evil so i applied 4 a new 1 n guess wats i had my interview 2day, yippee, it was pretty good 2, i dont think i said sumthin real stupid like i usually do. b4 my interviw i gots a haircut 2 so now my hairs all cut n i cant hide behind it anymore p.s. my heads cold. so anyways where was i, ohhh yeh, i h8 maths, specially da exam evil lil thing, even though it wasnt lil n i thought it pretty long but dats not da point, oh wait, it is damn them long maths tests my goal is 2 find all math tests n burn them, yes fun times who wants 2 join my 4 da burning of all dat is maths? well yes, ima b bored 2morrow, gots nuffin 2 do, asked april if she wanted 2 go da movies, but she rejected me. yeh dats right, she rejected me, i was as shocked as u r, i mean how could any1 reject sum1 as sexy as me. well anyways, dats it from me 4 da mo.
p.s. i'm available 4 any of ya'll single chicks out there, u know ya want me ;) add a comment if any of ya'll is interested, u know ya'll wanna
l8er |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
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well i've finished all my exams and handed in all my assignments, now all i have 2 do is sit around doin nuffin till nxt term. i've realised outside of skool i have nuffin, pretty pathetic aye. it sux cause when i leave skool i will literally have nuffin at all. the few friends i have will leave me if they hadnt allready by then. n i'll probablly b stuck wif sum shit ass job cause i'm 2 stupid 2 get a good 1, n i'll b all alone. guess wat all u ppl out there, i'm monophobic yeh pretty crap for me one of the things i fear is going to happen or is happening. yes, go Monophobia, yay. well anyways, i'm out l8er. |
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